♫ When the summer ends, you have to fly toward a brighter future ♫
♫ Let the wind blow you into a whirlpool of love ♫
♫ My dear... ♫
♫ My dearest, Michelle ♫
♫ I'll learn to let myself let go and wish you well ♫
♫ Oh~ Michelle's first day ♫
♫ Oh~ You've already gone so far away ♫
♫ In the spring, we'll be ready to make trouble ♫
♫ In the fall, we'll start to reflect ♫
♫ In the times that we're hurt, we'll want to let go ♫
♫ When we're happy, we'll forget all our pains ♫
♫ In our times of success, we'll meet setbacks ♫
♫ In the midst of sadness, we'll learn to let go ♫
♫ When we feel unsure, we'll learn to be calm. ♫
An Innocent Mistake Episode 19
I would like to arrange
for you to live in Singapore for a while.
Again?
You need to continue to receive treatment.
That night,
I almost caught the person who broke the glass.
This was what he was wearing.
Subbed by Innocent Team @ Viki
Don't be afraid,
let's face this together.
Yu En, I'm your dad
Like you, I also wish that those things never happened.
But they've already happened,
and the only thing I can choose,
it's your beautiful future.
So now,
we need to face this cruel reality.
Or is it that you're hoping...
that everytime when you're unable to face me,
I will automatically,
and obligingly,
go as far from you as possible.
Why does she have to go to Singapore?
Don't ask me why! Next month you...
- Okay okay okay. - Okay, we'll let her go.
Don't get so agitated.
Ok ok.
I don't want to.
Man Qing, don't make mom angry right now. Listen to her!
How can I listen to her!
How can I leave mom and go to somewhere else?
You just go to Singapore. You must go to Singapore!
- Ok ok, she will listen to you! - She will do what you say!
Man Qing!
Okay, okay, Sis.
Do you want to call the doctor? I will go call the doctor.
This is the souvenir that Auntie brought back from Samui island.
That day, Auntie gave me several outfits.
and asked me...
why I never wore this watch.
I felt bad,
so afterwards,
I always wore it.
I always
worked very,
very hard to pleased you guys,
worked very hard to prove...
that I wouldn't be a source of pain for you anymore.
Worked very hard to redeem the disappointment you guys had towards me.
Worked very hard to make up...
for the tragedy I created for our family.
Can it really be that
you can't see, can't hear,
can't feel it?
- I'm sorry. - Sorry for what?
Are you sorry for misunderstanding me?
Or sorry that...
at that time, you weren't even willing to look at me once?
You weren't willing to even say a single word to me.
When the whole world was whispering
that the child was the culprit,
Have you ever thought of my feelings before?
Right!
It was me who caused mom's death.
I destroyed our family's happy castle.
I made you lose your most beloved person.
But I...
I didn't do it on purpose!
I didn't do it on purpose!!
I needed someone to help me.
I was only 11 years old!
I needed a person to help me,
this murderer.
I needed you!
All that I need was you to help me.
However, from the beginning till the end,
I could only tell myself,
I'm evil,
I'm guilty,
I don't deserve to be held ever again.
- Yu En... - "Put yourself in her shoes," right?
"Listen to her," right?
"Accompany her"?
So disgusting.
Really.
Everything you said made me feel sick.
What "your happiness is my happiness"?
When I really needed a father,
what did you do??
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I'm sorry.
You also think that it's very cruel...
right?
So... you need a perfect excuse,
but I'm very sorry,
the me 10 years ago,
can let you guys
treat me as a mad person,
a plague,
but the me 10 years later,
can see the truth clearly.
The truth is...
I
hate
you.
Mom,
I got 100% on my math test.
Whatever you say, I will listen.
But,
please don't make me leave you, ok?
[Incoming Call: Perfect Dad]
Did I disturb you?
No.
Actually, I was going to call you today.
Is something up?
And you? Are you calling for a reason?
You speak first.
You called me first.
Listen to me.
Fine. What I want to say is short and simple, anyways.
My mom suddenly wanted me to go to Singapore with Yu En.
I think this has to do with you guys.
Do you know the reason why?
Fine.
I will say why I am calling.
Can you request that you
stay by Yu En's side?
So it was you guys who arranged it, after all!
Listen to me...
Just because Yu En likes me.
Just because you may fall in love with me.
I have to become a tool for you to compensate your son?
What you said is correct.
But you are not just a tool that I use to compensate Yu En.
For some reason you are now caught between father and son.
Perhaps because my son and I wish to escape this tragedy.
It was Yu En who caused
his mother's death.
He was just unwilling to
give away his most beloved remote-controlled car.
Yet this incident caused his pregnant mother to fall down the stairs.
It was just a small, unintentional accident.
But instead it became a tragedy.
Can you imagine how much in pain he was?
But I, his father,
not only did I not fulfill the responsibilities of a father,
I ignored him, I neglected him,
I even...
I even, perhaps,
hated him.
Therefore, you sent him to Singapore?
At that time,
everyone was whispering and pointing fingers.
Now when I think back to it, I realize
it was because Yu En had no way to release himself from his suffering that he changed completely.
He is no longer a carefree,
sunny little child.
He would always get in fights at school.
In the end, he severely beat up a schoolmate who accused him of murdering his mother.
The teacher said that he was sick.
The doctor said that he was sick.
Jun Hui said that he was sick.
So then I said,
"Yu En is sick."
But deep in my heart I knew,
that was just the perfect excuse for me to vindictively push him away.
Don't say that about yourself.
At the time, you were also powerless.
But I'm a father.
No matter how large the disaster that strikes, shouldn't I protect my child first?
After he went to Singapore for a year,
I finally thought of his pain.
Helplessness.
I called him and asked him to come home.
He just very politely told me "thank you."
He told me,
"Dad,"
"I still need treatment."
I went to Singapore to see him.
He always had a stranger's smile.
He always kept a certain distance between us.
I thought that
us father and son
would never be able to bridge that giant gulf between us.
Until he met you.
We began to have conversations. We began to share with each other.
We began to understand each other.
This period of time was too precious to us, do you know that?
We had taken the first step to escape this tragedy.
But...
I have hurt him again today.
Why?
Because I was lost again.
Because I forgot to hold him again.
I chose once again to cruelly push him away from me.
Is it because of the matter regarding Singapore?
It won't happen.
Nobody will try to make you go to Singapore anymore.
I know I don't have the right to ask you, to beg you.
But I can't of any other way to help Yu En.
Man Qing.
Be his friend, okay?
After hearing Yu En's story,
if you feel sorry for him even a little bit,
please be willing to lend him an ear, accompany him,
and hold him tightly, as he is already standing at the edge of a precipice.
Just be his friend, please.
And you?
What can I do for you?
Make Yu En happy.
This request...
is it too selfish?
But I really want to hug you.
Just like a...
Because it's not perfect, that's why it's even more beautiful.
Mrs. Zheng, I'm going to go the market now.
Don't be cheap,
for fish, it is more important to be fresh.
I know.
Chairman, you haven't left for the office yet?
- You go ahead - Ok
Is Yu En ok?
I'll make a sandwich for you.
I'm not hungry.
Don't worry.
Yu En will get better soon.
These are the plane tickets and passports for Yu En and Man Qing.
I took of everything already.
While Yu En is getting treatment, he'll need a companion.
This person can't be you or me.
Thus, we must rely on Man Qing.
I've already discussed this with Man Qing's mother. She's given her permission for Man Qing to go to Singapore
and accompany Yu En, while at the same time attending school.
Of course, we will take care of all of Man Qing's living expenses and tuition.
Man Qing's mother is a patient.
Her condition is not good. You know that, right?
I know.
- But Yu En, he... - For the sake of achieving your goals,
You always chose to use this kind of method?
It was you, wasn't it?
What can you possibly achieve
by hurting Yu En this way?
You...
- If I didn't do - I already hurt Yu En.
I can't also hurt Xiao En and Zi En.
Thus,
no matter what, I will see this marriage till the end.
I hope this way,
you will be satisfied.
You're awake? Are you uncomfortable anywhere?
Do you want to drink water?
What are you think about?
I was thinking,
"why did you decide to take me in and raise me"?
Because you smiled at me.
Like this?
But aren't you worried
if the person who abandoned me
suddenly came back to look for me?
Or...I could be an unfilial and naughty daughter?
Or perhaps, you find a man who loves you
but he doesn't want the burden of your previous children?
What would you do?
I was more worried
that you wouldn't meet a good person to raise you.
Then what would happen to you?
Good thing I smiled.
Good thing I have you to worry about me and empathize with me.
After hearing Yu En's story,
if you feel sorry for him even a little bit,
then please be his friend.
Mom,
what is "sympathy"?
Sympathy is just a beginning.
What's most important is
what does sympathy becomes in the end.
Is it just, "you're so pitiful"?
Or is it...
treating the child as your own?
Loving and caring for her like that?
I love you.
Miss, there's someone inside.
I'm so sorry! I made you come here for nothing.
How about, I give you $50 for a cold drink?
- No need for that. - It's okay, really!
- When lovers quarrel, it will always be like that. - He...
You guys hurry and patch things up. I'm leaving now.
Thank you. Sorry for the bother.
Good afternoon.
What's the matter?
If not what else?
I thought you didn't want to hurt me.
If so, then go far away from me.
What?
- Does you have anything to fry things in like... - If you don't want to hurt me...
a pot?
You only have this?
If it turns out bad, I don't care.
Hey, do you have an apron?
Umm...that...
if this gets dirty, I don't care either.
If you need anything else, say it all at once please.
I need...one assistant.
A little bit more.
It's too much.
It will spout out.
It seems pretty successful, do you want to give it a try?
♫ Things as feelings cannot be forced ♫
♫ When you look back, you'll understand ♫
♫ A sea of flowers, waking to a flurry of white snow
♫ They don't exist ♫
TEAM CREDITS
♫ If you can swim ashore... ♫
♫ No one wants to be alone ♫
♫ No matter how strong our hearts are, ♫
♫ Humans need companions. ♫
♫ The water is warm, though the mountain is cold. ♫
♫ Love is not unwavering, and it's hard find a satisfying end ♫
♫ Rather than feeling sadness... ♫
♫ Why not be more understanding to yourself? ♫
♫ It's fine that no one is King Kong ♫
♫ We can understand what love is ♫
♫ If we don't let go of the pain, how will we be free? ♫
♫ Life is unknown, and so it is wonderful ♫
♫ Things as feelings cannot be forced ♫
♫ When you look back, you'll understand ♫
♫ A sea of flowers, waking to a flurry of white snow ♫
♫ They don't exist ♫